| Monday, January 11th, 2010 |
| 3:37 pm |
oh the sun is shining way too bright for it to still be night
this is probably the first time i've ever dreaded a birthday. it's not that people are making a big deal or anything, or that they're not. it's just that i feel old. now stop and hear me out here. i know there are a ton of people who are older than me. but really it's just me going..."oh crap i'm no longer 'early 20s'. i'm in my late 20s now." and then my brain gets all scared and goes, "ZOMG I AM OLD I NEED TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER AND FIGURE THIS ALL OUT" and a tiny part of it goes "OH NOES WE NEED TO HAVE BABIES AND SHIT" which is totally fucking stupid. yuck. i guess, though, part of this is that 26 feels so old to me, like not even possible kind of old. other people are that old and older, but not me, until now. when i was little i used to think i'd have so much down and ready at this age. whoops. Current Mood: whatevCurrent Music: "A Wish for Something More," Amy Macdonald |
| Sunday, November 15th, 2009 |
| 11:34 pm |
oh la la
huzzah! life is good! yankees won the world series. i have a bitchin' job. my boyfriend is fucking hott. that is all. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: "Bad Romance," Lady Gaga |
| Friday, September 4th, 2009 |
| 1:02 pm |
another set of interviews = no job
more than anything i'm just sad. i feel like all i keep doing is putting myself out there, busting my ass over and over, and for nothing. i know it's not true, but i keep getting that sinking feeling that i'm never gonna find a job. and it's just confusing to me, that i have all this great experience, i have a bachelor's degree for God's sake, and i can't get anything. it frustrates me. it depresses me. it angers me. |
| Monday, August 17th, 2009 |
| 2:35 pm |
now my feet won't touch the ground...
i have a new car. his name is Gary. pictures will soon be on Facebook. this is because i crashed Ed into 69's guardrail while attempting to surprise the boy in Flint. *sigh* no job yet. it's been three months. i hate michigan. on a happy note, still dating the boy...i love him. and he loves me. 5 and a half months so far--huzzah for my longest relationship ever. since i want to be positive, i will correspond my userpic to this last piece of news. :) Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: "Life in Technicolor Part 2", Coldplay |
| Monday, July 13th, 2009 |
| 11:49 am |
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| Wednesday, June 10th, 2009 |
| 5:13 pm |
and you can't find nothing at all...
what is it about a good run that makes me feel like, "fuck it. life is so doable," and i don't feel stressed? Current Mood: much better than latelyCurrent Music: "Crooked Teeth," Death Cab for Cutie |
| Saturday, June 6th, 2009 |
| 3:27 pm |
passing through unconscious states.....when i awoke i was on the highway....
oh just blargh. i'm sick sick sick of life right now. it's fucking boring. i'm sick of being ill and tired. i'm sick of being stuck inside unemployed diligently searching for something anything on the internet to pay the bills. i'm sick of Jeff having to study. i know he has to, and i keep telling myself this is the hardest one, this is the hardest part, and i'll have to get used to it anyways for next month. it just sucks. god i can't wait to fly out and see moose next month. i really have cabin fever. and i'm fucking sick of this town and i don't know why. Current Mood: dissatisfiedCurrent Music: "A Movie Script Ending," Death Cab for Cutie |
| Wednesday, May 13th, 2009 |
| 10:29 pm |
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| Wednesday, May 6th, 2009 |
| 4:58 pm |
:O !
[backstory: bringing my boy home next weekend to meet the fam] Me: now, would it actually be ok if we stayed in the same room or are you not ready for that? Mom: actually even dad is ok with it... You could blow up a mattress for upstairs or use the downstairs bedroom... with your old bed... who are these people, and what have they done with my overprotective parents?!?!?!?!?! Current Mood: completely shocked |
| Thursday, March 12th, 2009 |
| 12:20 am |
she's got me like nobody
you know it's gonna be a LONG day when you're already trying to figure out when you can squeeze in a nap.....the night before. Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: "Poker Face," Lady GaGa |
| Friday, March 6th, 2009 |
| 2:37 pm |
things are looking brighter
i have finally triumphed over this shitty cold. also i have a boyfriend. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: "La Ti Da," the Icicles |
| Friday, February 6th, 2009 |
| 9:47 am |
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| Tuesday, December 30th, 2008 |
| 11:57 pm |
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| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008 |
| 10:09 pm |
i hope my letter reaches you in time
Santa can you hear me? I have been so good this year, and all I want is one thing tell me my true love is near he's all I want, just for me underneath my Christmas tree I'll be waiting here Santa that's my only wish this year or if you really can't hack that, some warm fuzzy socks would be nice. these floors are so damn cold... Current Mood: christmasyCurrent Music: "My Only Wish," Britney Spears |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2008 |
| 2:46 pm |
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| Saturday, November 22nd, 2008 |
| 1:02 am |
see the way i'm livin' if you really want to
so i totally went on the best date i've had in awhile. possibly ever, but i don't wanna jinx it. :) luke i met on okcupid. haven't had much luck there, but perhaps my luck has changed? anyhoo, we went to pizza house and had a great time. he was so polite. and funny. and dorky. then we went back to his place for a wee bit, to try and figure out what to do next. he showed me a cute pic of his fam. good to know he's close to them, and is a strong christian. he suggested a book place so we went to the giant barnes and noble downtown that he'd been dying to go to. we walked around and looked at books. he gets geeked over books too!!! and cute kitties and puppies! lol. yay! then he had a chocolate craving--awesome--so we got cupcakes at the starbucks in the store. yum. we talked a bit, got along so great. he's adorable. then i took him back home (no car on campus, but he only lives in a dorm, not too far.) he leaves tomorrow for home in wisconsin, since the law school gets a week off for thanksgiving. i can't wait to see him again....heeeee... :-D ps he smells good, too!!! yum. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: "Live Your Life," T.I. ft. Rihanna |
| Thursday, November 20th, 2008 |
| 11:24 pm |
and i'm going home
i need to stop bothering with wikipedia. there are way too many childish morons on that site who have absolutely nothing better to do with their time than pick fights with you. ps i've been mia as i'm doing nanowrimo like Katie is... Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: "Brand New Day," Fireflight |
| Tuesday, November 4th, 2008 |
| 11:53 pm |
it is a beautiful and lovely new day!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: PRESIDENT OBAMA! |
| Sunday, November 2nd, 2008 |
| 3:23 pm |
oh, oh oh oh oh oh
what the fuck is obama kool aid? and what flavor is it? i'm gonna be so unbelievably glad when this election bullshit is over. it's built up WAY too much, and i'm just sick of it. it's like being constipated for a year and then FINALLY being able to take a dump successfully: yeah, you're finally getting it out, but it's very anticlimatic. Current Mood: disgusted with politicsCurrent Music: "Mercy Comes In Like a Flood," Jeremy Horn |
| Tuesday, October 28th, 2008 |
| 9:32 am |
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